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Disclaimer: Ok so I kinda exceeded my word limit so I'll answer this here! I've kinda answered it before but yeah just one last time ok?? HAHA. Also, I've just got my macbook back from his place so typing on my keyboard's so much faster than typing on my iPhone, will get to replying my email soon too (you know who you are!!) :-)

Q: "Why do you love Lucas?"

Ok I'm actually feeling kinda extra ~~sentimental~~ tonight so I'm gonna answer this. 

There's nothing NOT to love about him???  Let me digress a little... He's damn cheeky initially when we were dating and stuff he never showed his gamer side and his attention was 100% on me and rugby and sch and friends etcetc (IN NO ORDER). Then when we got tgt he decided to go back onto dota just to try one game and then he got hooked back onto it again........ And I never got him back HAHAHA now I'm just sharing him with brave frontier and dota HAHA it's like he dotas the night away and before he sleeps he'll brave frontier until he falls asleep I'm just like goodnight and I'm dead even before he completes the quest... Damn cheeky but I love it? It's nice to watch him play also :-) Especially feeling that immense sense of pride when DOTA itself mentioned Lucdx to be on a killing streak or god-like HAHA HWAH you should've see my reaction. Also, I've been suffering from insomnia the past week, sleeping past 4am and getting up at 6.30am for school but only with him I can sleep damn soundly?? There's just this warm sense of security you know what I mean? That being said..... He makes it up ahh like he's always at my disposal AHAHA we're both each other's butler we're damn lazy to get things ourselves but for each other we'll whine a little first before proceeding to take the item for each other eg A GLASS OF WATER? HAAHHAA. 

He's the one that holds me down to reality and remind me of my goals and that I need to be serious right from the beginning in order to achieve it and he made me a better person? Things that I do wrongly he'll tell me I'm going overboard or that I'm over analyzing etc and definitely made me stronger, less of an overly attached person and more independent (I hope) than before. He doesn't rlly express it well but he does it in his little actions and tolerating my crap whenever I pms and overanalyzes every.single.thing I'm sorry beebs:-( (if you're reading this!!)

He made me a much of a spontaneous person than before, more willing to take risks and knowing how to have fun (ok I'm usually a very typical uptight and must-do-this-the-correct-and-perfect-way-freak) and be more bold and daring to do more things beyond my comfort zone, to speak to strangers on the phone to order things myself - things I never once liked/was afraid of doing. And I've learnt a lot of things being together with him - from knowledge of food to games to life hacks to general knowledge and knowing how to cook more stuff than just an egg and being more neat and tidy (tho it's a tough process) and yeah. He exudes positive vibes which influenced me to be positive and happy the way I am todayyyy!!!

Okay and to add on to the cheekiness part, he likes to record me when I snore??!?!?!??? Geez and I sounded like a fire breathing dragon having a cold ₍₍ (̨̡ ‾᷄ᗣ‾᷅ )̧̢ ₎₎

Ya there's a lot more that I can go on mentioning here but that's about it that I'm gonna share and I don't want to sound like I'm bloasting or gloating or anything but I'm sure everyone's special half makes you feel this way too, making you a better person, happy and feeling a sense of security etc etc in their unique ways only viable to you ;-) Even for their flaws you'll love them wholeheartedly!

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Probably gonna be blogging less since A's are almost here like what... 3 weeks?! Thinking of vlogging once A's are over hehehe it'll be a form of motivation to live my post As life more... interestingly. HAHA I hope. All the best to the little ones taking their O's really soon, and to those dying for A's to be over and done with, hang in there the end is really near just 6 weeeeks :-) (and hang out with you soon proper in 6 weeks love ♥♥)