8 months ago I woke up to a dubious (and I'll explain why it's dubious) sunny Saturday morning, and despite the pain you were in from the match accident the night before, you greeted me good morning with a huge smile across your face and a peck on my forehead (I never want to relive that night before ever again; to see you gungho run into the biggest man ever on the field and the next moment saw your coach and Ben Goh running across the field to an unknown Saint lying on the ground. I stood by the bridge and hurriedly looked for you amongst the group who were then all taking a break and to my horror I couldn't find you and the moment Haran went "it's Lucas man" I felt as though my post training legs were about to give way beneath me?!?!? Hell dramatic but yes)
And yes I woke up to a "beautiful" Saturday. Yes, dubious in a sense that the curtains were drawn yet he said it's a lovely day puzzled me and me being half awake nodded in agreement. Lol. Glad the Frozen movie night happened :-) and I'm glad you went against Jew's advice and proceeded with your plan the next morning, even if it was last minute. You are ever so lovely. Note "are", not "were". :-)
Thank you for the past 8 months, for being there for me especially when I'm always sick and weak and willing to take care of me and even risked catching the bug from me while A's are just next week, for seeing me at my ugliest my fattest my dirtiest my crankiest, for letting me take the left side of the bed each time even though it's your favourite side, for the koala hugs, for being my personal butler, for dealing with my fluctuating emotions and eccentricity, for forcing me to try wasabi for the first time ever, for loving me wholely even for my flaws, for picking on my flaws and laughing at them >:, for burping into my face and all the farting competitions EW... And for patiently squeezing all my blackheads and whiteheads out for me each time, for tolerating 8 cycles of my menses, for making me laugh out of the blue with your subtle jokes (though I think I'm the only weirdo that appreciate such lame stuff), for making me constantly want to make myself a different and better person because you are my life and I want to be everything to you (I can't seem to express this in a less.... selfish tone hahahah), for making me feel loved for who I am and vice versa; I love you for who you are.
Can't wait for post A's, can't wait to travel around the world exploring things with you, can't wait for the day I finally get to fight with Dota for you again and chill till dawn not regretting we wasted the whole day away or worried about not being able to wake up and study. Just 24 days, I'll be waiting. :-)
They say it's stupid and foolish to believe that the one you're dating now will be the one you end up marrying but I'll gladly say I'm foolish and that you complete me. It's amazing knowing that there's no need for continual conversation between us but contentment with your mere presence nearby. Things that were never of interest to me before now seem all captivating and pique my interest because they matter the world to you and you matter the world to me. I love you and thanks for the lovely 8 months and counting. X
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