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Burnt 4 days straight in a row i don't know how to head back to school donning the white uniform... Stark contrast to my skin i must say.

Been having a really good time this march holiday *insert blessed face* (thank god BT1 was before the holidays, wouldn't even have time to touch the books) time was well spent with friends and you minus my family (i sense d r i f t.. Oh well) But i really really adore chill afternoons just watching Skins and napping after a crazy morning of training life's gooooood. But time to buck up after a divs, that's the time to give in my all.

On the other hand, happy with the latest buys (online)!!! Promised x 1001 it's my last ever splurge aft this watercolour dress which is on it's way here yay ^_^ and i'm still trying to figure out where this lovely watch (below) can be found ITS DAMN PRETTY :-((( ok it's 11pm time for bed goodnight lovely people :-)

A word of advice? Don't ever buy the strawberry yoghurt drink from ABC at potong pasir (says the victim of consuming it expired/spoilt) DIARRHOEA-ED ON BOTH THE DAYS I BOUGHT IT i guess i found the culprit......

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Officially hit below 50kg don't know whether to be happy that I've hit my goal (for pete sake i dont have ED!!!) or sad that my period for this month is late = running for xcountry with it next week = bleeding during polo nationals if it comes next week >:-( IF I COULD CONTROL MY PERIOD, I WOULD :::((

So this is the schedule for this week:
Monday school | training
Tuesday school
Wednesday training | service learning with the class | midnight movie "Oz" with the polo girlssss
Thursday training
Friday training | dinner with dsa peeps (that's tonight yipeeee)
Sat training | tuition
Sunday tuition
Monday school reopens.......

Really really hope that everything pays off (that includes the sweat the cramps the tears the sun burns) and we'll be able to attain our goal of getting 3rd this year. :-)

Shall let the pictures do the talking from malacca trip and this week 💁

fuck you

mad
pissed
annoyed
so unhappy with my life now
and this post does not require a title

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Love is a funny thing. You expect it to be easy. You expect it to be a world of roses and laughs and perfect moments that you find only in movies. You expect him to always say the right thing, and always know exactly how you feel, or exactly how to react to it. You expect him to calm you down when you’re yelling or to chase you when you run away. You expect so much that you feel entirely, and utterly defeated when something doesn’t exactly match up with all your plans. But that’s the thing, love isn’t a plan. It doesn’t have a certain beginning and it certainly has no end or visible finish line to those deeply in it. Love happens, and it is so incredibly messy.

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I need to stop spending money on clothes online and apparently these sprees tend to charge more than the exchange rate but they're the only one i trust i've no choice i'll promise to stop aft this one :-( SOBS bank money depleting like uncontrollably in an increasing rate HA HA my own consequence I have to face :-(

Semi stoked for Malacca trip with the polo team in a few hours time (minus the friendly matches) kinda heard the Malacca team girls are damn huge ooooooh damnnn :-( but definitely will be a good experience for the team!

So BT1s are finally over weekends start today ::-) The papers sucked so badly i think econs was the only saving grace except.. it's still not enough to clear my BTs haha. Definitely a kick to start working harder for BT2s, dont wanna feel unprepared for any papers anymore i hate that feeling. ::-(

So yesss I'll be back on Sunday night! Grateful for today though, thanks for today babe :-* Till Sunday xxxxxx

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2 MORE DAYS TO GO

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“Your life is not an episode of Skins. Things will never look quite as good as they do in a faded, sun-drenched Polaroid; your days are not an editorial from Lula. Your life is not a Sofia Coppola movie, or a Chuck Palahniuk novel, or a Charles Bukowski poem. Grace Coddington isn’t your creative director. Bon Iver and Joy Division don’t play softly in the background at appropriate moments. Your hysterical teenage diary isn’t a work of art. Your room probably isn’t Selby material. Your life isn’t a Tumblr screencap. Every word that comes out of your mouth will not be beautiful and poignant, infinitely quotable. Your pain will not be pretty. Crying till you vomit is always shit. You cannot romanticize hurt. Or sadness. Or loneliness. You will have homework, and hangovers and bad hair days. The train being late won’t lead to any fateful encounters, it will make you late. Sometimes your work will suck. Sometimes you will suck. Far too often, everything will suck - and not in a Wes Anderson kind of way. And there is no divine consolation - only the knowledge that we will hopefully experience the full spectrum - and that sometimes, just sometimes, life will feel like a Coppola film.”

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The important thing is to not be bitter about life’s disappointments. Learn to let go of the past. and recognize that every day wont be sunny. And when you find yourself in the darkness of despair remember, it’s only in the black of night, that you can see the stars. And those stars will lead you back home. So don’t be afraid to make mistakes, to stumble and fall, because most of the time the greatest rewards come from doing the things that scare you the most. Maybe you’ll get everything you wished for. Maybe you’ll get more than you could have imagined. who knows where life will take you, the road is long. And in the end, the journey is the destination.

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Goodnight
2 days to BTs :-(

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62nd day into the year wow time really flies. Haven't really got much to upload on this blog cuz the week went by really quickly (with BTs creepin' round the corner this coming Thurs SO SCREWED) but with the strength of the Lord and the motivation, I can do this!!!!!!!!!! Really can't wait for BTs to be over to take a little breather (all hail Malacca trip with my waterpolo mates) and then it's back to the same cycle all over again at a faster pace. Hope this motivation last me till the end of Nov i really want my straight As (ha ha who am i kidding straight As zzz...) Going give it a try anyway, set a goal with D :::-) Anyway on the bright side, the whole of A02 passed chinese A's!!!!! Which includes me teehee all the hard work paid off + having to struggle only speaking chinese in sch cuz I only speak thai/english at home :-/ Great job everybardiii :-)

P.S. hoping the staycation plan turns out successful *crossing my fingers*

Lastly, happy 8th birthday naughty one!!! Please faster grow up so that you won't mess up my the whole of my room anymore >:-(